Only thing holding me back is you. In order for me to move on to succeed, you must vanish from my memorable thoughts. Its like, you’re  haunting me in my own dreams, and only killing me inside. You’ve wrapped your arms around me now its hard to let go.. Ive asked God continuously to guide me through this ugly path of mine, and i have yet seen results, but of course it takes a period of time to heal the pain. 

One thing that hurts the most is losing someone who meant the world to you, or at least you thought you did. The one who showed you so much love at the beginning of the relationship, the one who respected you, the one who once gave you everything you wanted, the one you spend a couple of years with. & the most weird part is, we don’t even exist to each other anymore. so it makes me wonder, did i ever exist in the first place or was it all a dream.